No point crying over spilt milk

No point crying over spilt milk .
It's over means it's over .

I gave you chances , not once but twice .
Since you din treasure it then well no point saying all those stuffs agn .
It's all too late , th day i left you , i've given up totally .

I did not shed a single tears .
My heart gave up , 死心了 .

Im sorry tt i might be v cruel , harsh or hard-hearted not t reply a single of ur text.
Im sorry but i got to be like tt , i dunwan this t drag on .
It will just drag on and hurt us more .

I can only say , dont do anything silly / hurt yourself .
Its useless , its pointless .
We can nvr get back , nvr .

Just take care .

-

Goodbye t this almost 2 years of r/s .


Anw , readers .
I wont be blogging here agn , might intend t close my blog .
Wna be alone .

Sweet 17 . Much Luv

Hey hello luvaz .

Note: This will be a very lengthy and wordy post .

I'll be flying t Bkk in a couple of hours time .

Feel rather excited bcos its my 1st time taking plane !

Laugh at me pls , hahahaha .

But still feel v happy man ! laugh .

Anw , celebrated my bday w Jamies' and Love on th 15th and 16th .
As i wont be ard in Sg on my actual bday .

How's my celeb w 2 Jamies' ?
- Th truth , not tt fantastic .
- Appreciated they spent time down t celebrate my bday w me .
- But we did nth much . Walk ard at town area , like we always did on normal days .
- We just ate smthg slightly better , Suki Sushi ?
- And hung ard outside Cine for some photo-taking session and say byebye aftr tt .
- Felt very normal . Hahaha .

However , still thanks you girls ok for th time and
pressie .
Oh ya , Jamie L , your body lotion came jst in time
! I can bring it over t Bkk , cos its small and convenient !
:D

How's my celeb w Love ?
G-R-E-A-T .

- Went over t Cine ( yes , again ) to catch movie this time round .

- Caught ' I Love You , Beth Cooper ' , quite nice and cute show.

- Aftr movie walk ard town for time t pass , still complaining t love asking him t get me a bday cake , cos i have none this yr .

- Then ard evening , cab over Dempsey Hills to have our dinner at Dome , planned t get a mini cake thr.

- Pretty nice ambience over thr , you guys can try out .

- Great foods thr , managed t finish almost all up so suprisingly .

- Love said dunwan eat cake alr , cos so full then ltr cant finish .

- I was like , ok then .
- And i was reading magazine , having my drink . Past-ing time .

- Out of sudden , th waiter served us a Canelle's Chocolate Cake w candles lited , writing Sweet 17 !

- I was like so suprised by then . Keep thanking love . ahahaha .
- Thinking bout how he got Canelle's cake ard here and asked him bout it .

- Actually he bought th cake in th morning and made a trip down in th morning himself alr .

-Which means everything was prepared . ahh , so touched . teheh .

- Cab back t town aftr tt .
- Aftr town , went home sweet home .

Sucha memorable bday celeb frm love .
Thanks so much , might not be any big thing .
But really appreciate it , so sweeet ! :)
Love you , honey! Xoxox .

Received quite some b'day wishes and bonyages frm my friends .
Thnks my friends , luv you all man !


I cant wait t go t Bkk now , so excited .
My parents are like so worried for me , reminding me to bring this and that .
Ahhh , so sweet right .

Feeling so great right now !
Peektures will be up , when im back frm Bkk .
Wait for all my peektures !

I'll be back soon !

I know its a lengthy and wordy post .

See you readers .

Xoxox ,

Csh

Ashes and wine

Hello all my luvaxzxzx !

Been very very busy , out , work , out , work .

Whole september almost full man .

Well , live life to th fullest right !

Ok , september is a very special and busy month for me .

Special becos , its my bday ! which is in 2 days time .

And i will be FLYING TO BKK ON MY BDAY !

so happyyyyy !

will be celebrating my bday today w my girls , Jamie L , Jamie K today .

And w love tmr !

Of cos not forgetting my other 7 flowers on th 24th !

Ok , im gg to shop like no tmr over at bkk !

Wish me bon voyage !

Have uploaded pics for you all !

All summarised , i will die if i post all . Hahahaha .

Bday gifts , what i want ?

I want

Chanel coco madaime Fragrance !

Red Adidas jacket

A nice wallet for me .

Tt's all , ahahaha .

Enjoy th pics !

Portfolio :

Model 1

Theme : Day & evening bridal

w/o makeup

Day Bridal

Evening bridal

2 of my models

Model 2

Theme : Fashion makeups , special effects

Jayden's 1st bday

My lil darling , so adorable .

See what is he doing behind me .

What a darling .

Fong's 18th bday celeb .
Steamboat dinner .

Fong i like this pic most la , can see your eyes finally .

HAHAHA .

Jacq's bday Celeb

Random outing w Jamie L :

End here pple !

Xoxox

Csh

Love Drunk

You made me feel so utterly disappointed .
Tt's how you feel bout me actually , only friends in my sight & no you .
Now i know , so much i put in actually turns out this way .
I thought you changed , changed to th better , changed and understand me more .
No , im wrong . You're back to square one . So hurting . Fuck .


Im very busy recently .
Just got myself to rest at home this 2 days slping till 4 pm .
Finished my exams , finished my portfolio .
Got back my scores for exam , 85 marks / 100marks .
yes , tt's a distinction .
i believe i can do better .

Was v happy w my portfolio .
will post th photos soon , tt's alot alot of photos .
But sorry readers , not in mood to do anything now .

Movie tmr w Jamie L .
Hope i will get better by then .

W Love ,

Xoxox

Csh

The one temptation

Hello readers!

just came here for a random post .
im soooo tired , always . hahaha .

caught th repeat of ytd ndp on tv today .
was great , felt so proud you know , when i see those pple tt i makeup for appear on tv .
awwww , i duno how to describe th feeling of achievement . Laugh !

ok , im like having a bad headache now , ltr still gotta go serangoon to help out some stuffs .
i want love's to get me ling yang ( herbal tea ) . hahaha .
cos only love will buy me tt ! :D

ok posted 2 peekas for you all .
sneak preview ! HAHA


Jamie L , Me .

Will get you pple th photos when im free !

Heading to th shower now !

See you guys !
Xoxo Luv ,

Csh

Werewolves' Luv

Hellooo all my readers !
Im backa ! Did you all miss me ? say yes pls ! Laughs .
THIS IS GNA BE A PICTURE-LOADED POST

Met up w my 7 girls just now .
To celebrate Jacq's b'day !
Been so long since i last saw them > :(
Girl , hope you enjoy k !
Stay happy and pretty always ! =)

Ok , i've been a happy girl recently , with good mood .
Tt laugh non-stop .
Only for ytd , aftr my exams , i feel v down.
As i felt tt i can do better than wht i did .
Well , let bygones be bygones . no use thinking also =\

Oh ya
&I still have v v packed schedule , however i still have to learn how to manage it .
So far so good . yay . i love myself . Laugh .

Life for me is th same , work & study .
But im like almost graduated , only left w th portfolio .
Hopefully everything goes smoothly for me .

Btw , i've a hard time & put in alot of efforts uploading all this pictures .
better appreciate ok ! HAHA .

Lots of birthday during june and july .
And more will come on August . Tt's crazy , bigger hole in my pocket .

Alright , did find time t meet up w love no matter how busy i was ok.
You see im such a nice gf better dotes me more. LAUGH .

I think i'll stop here .
I still owe you readers quite a no. of peektures .
1. Kbox ( w jamie k , jamie l )
2. Ndp preview
3. Jacqueline B'day celebration

Will show you guys soon !

Enjoy th pictures !


Ndp rehearsals & Hk cafe :

Michelle's b'day suprise
Successed!

Lessons :

Kelly shirley , w bald cap , moustache , beard and scars .

The smart clown , Jamie Lee

Osama look alike , Fathima

Michelle looks like some cavemen .

Kelly shirley , the money changer

Wrinkled skin

Burn marks

Scars

Blisters

Bullet holes

When we commit suicide .

This is so S-I-C-K .

Cuts

Outing @ cine :

Sang & me

Fong's 3d shade not as good as mine
cos mine goes blink blink! as seen below !
HAHA

Lesson :

Cats goes meowwwwww

Opera . Monkey god

NUS event :

Fiona's b'day mini celebration :

Ndp rehearsals & lessons :

Jamie K , Me

Jamie L , Old age look .
(what a cute granny )

Michelle as Juliet

Lydia as dancer

1st week of rehearsal

Edwin's 21st b'day :

sweety nicole & me

yes , this was how crazy they played & almost 2/3 of th 200 plus bucks cake were gone .

this is how beautiful th cake was

us w th b'day boy almost drunk

Kenneth & me

Torrence , Me

Aunt , me

Jasmin , Me

Jake , Me

I'll end here , luv u !
xoxo luv ,

Csh

When i says Bloody Mary

Hi everybody .

Im feeling very pissed off now .
Cos i quarreled w my bf agn .
& my parent is nagging at me like big fuck .
I dont know why , he'll nvr learn to trust .
I hate th feeling of being suspected , i think i told him over 10 times . i HATE it.
But why ? it's so sad . it's so hurting .
A r/s of almost 2 yrs , till now thr's still no trust .
What you want me to do ? You tell me ?
You know i will get angry , i will get pekchek , when im being suspect when i fucking did nth wrong . then why you wanna make me angry ?

Im trying to cool down , trying v hard to cool down .
My blood is boiling still .
I wont pick up your call , until i feel tt both of us have cooled down .
Until you learnt to speak properly.
Im so sick of it , so sick of being suspect . Fuck it .

-

Ok .
Sorry for my unhappiness & th vulgars agn .

Other than this,
I feel pretty alright this few days .
School is pretty fun for me .
I Love my classmates ! :)

Been learning stage & drama makeup recently .
E.g.
-Opera
- Romeo & Juliet
- Diff kinds of Cats Face
- Clown

I've actually got alot of picas to share w you .
But too lazy to do anything now . Heh .
Pls , excuse me this time =)
Will share w you readers on th next post ok .
Stay tuned :)

I've been rather busy .
With school , work , makeup events .
Been doing events @ Ndp every sat .
& just done a event @ N.u.s , for 海蝶音乐students .
Quite nice experience . :)

Anw , if you guys do have any events , party , dinner .
& need makeup artists , to feel free to engage me .
Or leave me a tag w your email .
And i will tell you th details and charges . =)
& i'll create a website soon , w all my work portfolios .

Working for continuously a week frm this coming fri t nxt thurs .
Due to promotion , how sad .
And tt makes th poor me , w/o having a good rest for 18 days straight .
Awwwww :(

Nvm , i believe in peserverence , i believe i can do ittttttt .

Ok , ill stop here .
See you babes .

Love ,

xoxo ,

Csh

p/s : i feel tt im suffering frm insomia .